Ok so haven't actually written since I was in Spain and that makes me very sad. I miss being there so bad, especially on rainy gross knoxville days like this one. oh for la playa.
I mean don't get me wrong I love a good storm. I actually knocked out for an hour listening to the thunder... but it never actually stormed, just got gross out and added to the general ugh-ness (technical term) of this day..
I don't know what my deal is this semester but I just cannot get myself to get in gear. I can't get motivated for school at all! I have gotten to the point well I will deliberately sit there and do nothing instead of working on stuff.... it has been a week.
One thing I am excited about though is my practicum at the TV station. It is going to be so interesting working there and actually getting real experience.. It was so surreal (and also slightly terrifying) being in the middle of the newsroom watching all this craziness going on around you thinking whoa this is what I am going to do one day, like in real life.
Anyways back to the whole not-loving-being-back-in-school thing.. I think it is really the Tuesdays and Thursdays that are going to kill me. Aside from it just being a really long day in general, there are just one or two classes that are just...ugh. Let's just say that the chemistry is not there... But at this point its really too late for me to do anything about it so i'll just be grinning and bearing it i guess. (well bearing it anyway)
I think I am just experiencing some type of senioritis slash oh-my-god-what-am-I-going-to-do-with-my-life slash wait-I-don't-just-get-to-bs-around-all-the-time? type deal.. I wonder if there's something you can take for that..
In the meantime it is almost the weekend and that means that I don't have to think about school until Sunday night. ish. And that will suffice for the time being.
cual era mi punto? quien sabe..
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